Anxious. I get to see my special someone today after weeks of not being able to see her. I'm giving her her late Christmas present, which I hope she'll like. I made it and it took a long time. I got in trouble too, but I can't say how yet. >3>; I'm excited to see her. ♥ My birthday party has still not been scheduled and it's been over a week since I actually turned fifteen. So I'm a bit frustrated and really want that done. My grade are shit, which I sort of expected, but I want to shoot myself because of that fact. -.- Bleh. Um... I dunno, my sister's been sounding kinda upset. I'm worried about her. She's probably just a little stressed out because she graduates this year, but I'm not one to speak for her, so I have no idea. That's just me assuming...

Chipper. I dressed in J-street clothes today, or what I have that's somewhat similar. It brightened my day and I felt special. =3 I've been getting a lot closer to the friends whom I expected to drift away from, which I'm sort of hesitant about, but I'm letting it happen anyways, because it feels good. I HAVE MY OWN PHONE! Or sort of. It's my mom's old one and she still uses it more, but I get to carry it around and soon it will really be mine, so huzzah! >D

Awkward. They do random drug testing at my school, and today I was called in by the nurse, since I'm going to participate in choir third trimester. And it was right after I'd just gone to the restroom, so I didn't have to pee! ;-; It took over half an hour for me to get out of there. I'm so water-logged, it's not even funny. Super lame! ¬.¬ And my friend Mikey... well, I dunno. I just feel like a hassel because he's got a lot of friends and I wanna be closer to him, but all of them already are. Is that selfish?

Que Sera sera: anxious music: I hate everything about you - Three Days Grace You make a nice cusion ^^: second prompt